Wednesday, February 14, 2007
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I REALLY don't feel like going to school tmr. Sigh. I need help. It's been six freaking weeks. I think I am getting lousier with this thing called "school" as I get older. I have no more stamina to do the same old shit every week and sit in the lecture halls and breaking up into groups to discuss tutorial questions. Sometimes I just want to go to school and not open my mouth.
One and a half semester in uni, I realised I can talk to just about anyone who's within my speaking distance. I mean its not that I can't do that in the past. I could. But its just that only now, I can just open my mouth and talk to a stranger about philosophy, about harms of globalisation and laugh about theatrical elements. In the past, it was more of, why should I open my mouth to discuss about those issues? Now it's more about, hey, open your stupid mouth, brainstorm, present and get your participation points in tutorials. I really prefer JC. Whereby I could just sit in class, cross my arms and just talk when I feel like it.
SIGH.
Why don't I wanna go to school tmr? Erm, I'm not really sure, since all my modules are interesting this semester. Ok well fine, I don't wanna go to school because I am tired. Yes. That's it. I A.M. T.I.R.E.D. What? Never heard of someone being tired to go to school before?
I think it is bad to think that I am too tired to go to school tmr. I only have a 3 day week school. And I know of quite a number of people who will kill to have my time table. But hey. Please. I've been a good girl since school started (this current sem anyway). I've not skip a single lecture or tutorial, unless u count the lectures on Muse day, but fuck. That IS Muse day. And my birthday when I had to miss one New Media tutorial. The New Media tutor is quite good looking. Dresses nicely and all. And my philosophy tutor, a young guy, is quite hot too. HEHE.
I know. I sound as if I have nothing better to blog about. SIGH. CNY coming! I don't really care. Other than the hong baos. HAHA. You know, we chinese are quite a disgusting race. Other races like Malays or Indians will specially go to the tailor or buy their traditional costumes to wear on their festival. But we? What is cheong sam? We all wear ang moh clothings and think we are so hip. Ok what the fuck am I talking about, since Im a potato. But hey, I do love CNY ok. Hong baos what. Oops. I am missing the point.
Is it me? Or is it that time is moving very fast? I mean I'm still suffering from pineapple tarts hangover from last year. I seem not to have interest in them now. Or any cny goodies for that matter. But please do give me one whole abalone on the reunion dinner :D I like that a lot.
I think I can't really sleep now. I keep thinking about tmr. And how much I really don't wanna go to school. =(
I mean, we all have days when we don't wanna go to school right?
Its ok not to go school for one day right?
Please empathise with me when I say I have to drag myself out of bed at 6am every school morning and feel like a dead cat.
Happy CNY in advance!! Wear Cheong sams!
Ending: Empty vessels make the most noise.
posted at [11:54 PM]