Monday, July 24, 2006
Hello! No Monday blues today for me. Its really very good. :)
Though of cos there are some things that are not so great and im starting to get slightly irritated but nvm, one of my talents is to ignore it. i mean if thats the way things have to be, then let it be. i've tried doing my part. have you? or maybe there's other things in ur mind. so yeah. im letting u be. i cant and won't do anything to change you.
So YES. Good mondays are hard to come by. Today the "Housewife" talked to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams loudly. hehehehehehe. We talked quite a lot. She asked if i was a local. neh neh pok. i thought only china tourists like to ask me if im "zhong guo ren". Didnt think that locals thought im not from Singapore too! well she thought i was from Cambodia or sth like that. With the dark skin. Well, since its from her, i shall take it as a compliment! hahaha.
and i realised in class, Dino is starting to ignore me. i got a bit upset with that and i was sulking a bit. He tends to let me do my own stuff. which is good and not good. bcos it means that i must have a lot of discipline and self motivation (well "Housewife" is enough actually. haha!) to do everything. and the short petite strong stomach muscles lady did stretching with me today! haha! she taught me how to stretch properly. Charlene, im gonna kiss the floor soon. haha. nah. just wistful thinking. and its also my first time talking to her too! she's so cute! hehe! evening class has so many more ppl. and the ppl are all so friendly. well bcos they smile i guess. good good. i like ppl who smile. :)
oh gosh. the housewife lady really made my day.
then met up with my bestest friend Evon at yck to take train home. we went our own hangouts. it felt so much like primary school. all over again. it was very very very very nice. i really miss times like that with her. and my pal, rmb to relax whenever u can. Don't be too hard on yourself. :)
i got a little song for u. (well actually the lyrics only.)
Whitney Houston's "I Say A Little Prayer For You"
The moment i wake up,
Before i put on my make up
I say a little prayer for you.
While combing my hair now,
And wondering what dress to wear now
I say a little prayer for you.
Forever, forever you'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever and ever we never will part
Oh, how i love you
Together, together that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only mean heartache for me
I run for the bus now dear
While riding i think of us dear
I say a little prayer for you.
At work i just take time
and all through my coffee break time
I say a little prayer for you.
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Meanwhile my bestest friend, fuck all those assholes. they are going to rot in hell. *wink
posted at [11:03 PM]
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Good early morning Dearest people who should be reading this blog and those who shouldnt be poking their noses here.
Today im on the topic of "The Things That Should Never Be Attempted"
2) Do NOT try to imitate the way Clay Aiken sing or perform.
1) NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER ever try and sing ANY Daniel Bedingfield's songs unless you're really Daniel Bedingfield bcos NO ONE, (repeating: NO ONE) can sing with the same amt of emotion and sincerity like him in his songs.
Today Jay Lim tried to sing "If You're Not The One".
Scene: Living room with sofa and television set. Lights turned down. Only sound coming from TV
Gurmit: (Usual Host- like voice)... ... with "If You're Not The One".
Swee: (Alarm bells going ringing in head. Panic. Screams!) WHAT THE FUCK! ARRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!
Song being massacred... ...
Swee: (Sits in silence. Eyes wide open with horror. Breaks out in sweat. Pulls hair and screams silently every 3 seconds. Screams aloud every 10 seconds.)
Meanwhile...
Scene: UK. In a nice tea shop for breakfast. with all those English cups and plates and such.
Daniel Bedingfield: (Eyes twitch. Stomach groans. Acute headache) Hey Matt. Someone is singing one of my songs again. Seriously unless its you, i don't think ANYONE should try to sing my song! Good lord!! ARRGGGHH!
Back in Singapore... ...
Clay Aiken AND Daniel Bedingfield wannabe singer: (looks as if he's asking to get laid while singing) "... ... whether it's right or wrong, and though i can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side"
Swee: (Jumps off sofa. Breaking National High Jump record in the process. shouts in the middle of the night.) YOU STUPID FUCKER!!!!!!!!!! ARRGGGGGGGGHHHH!!! ARRGGGHH!!! IT'S "whether it's WRONG or RIGHT!!"
Clay Aiken AND Daniel Bedingfield wannabe singer: (gives a second of sheepish and "OOPS" look. Continues and smiles to let people know he's smooth and that they are all idiots)
Song died and cremated and ashes thrown into a black hole.
In UK... ...
Daniel Bedingfield: (Headache stops.) Ahhhhhhhhhh............ Its ok now. (Brings Earl Grey Tea to lips) And as i was saying Matt... ...
-The End-
Seriously what else is there to say when you've stepped wrongly on both foot?!
"If You're Not The One"??!
Swee: (Faints all over again)
*Note: Matt as in Matthew Bellamy from Muse.*
posted at [1:20 AM]
Monday, July 17, 2006
Oh god, oh god, oh god.
Its so damn bloody HOT!!! Hey its like 10.42pm now. Its supposed to be cooling and nice. Not so hot that i have to adjust my fan's speed to number 2! Bloody hell do i have to on the air con tonight??! I don't like air con!!
Today was a great day! (well. almost. sigh) Met CHARLENE TAN S. E. (trying to be secretive yeah? haha) for lunchie and also went to inspect food and check their quality. haha. that's our usual job. and yes, we finished the pepper at lunch today! HAHA. so proud of the both of us. :) you really make me smile charlene. I almost died while u were gone. what kind of spell did u put on me! (i don't mind! i don't mind! =P)
So verdict from the gelato experts is, Venezia is highly overrated. Their "Mango", "Cookies and Cream", "Tiramisu" are all highly disappointing. AND their "Durian" is not as good too. Nobody is as good as FLV!!!! hahahahahhahahaa! yes im bloody loyal to them. Their gelato is really excellent and the bosses are great ppl.
And Gelare has sticky "Cookies and Cream" ice cream. But its not bad. A lot of cookies. But its different la. Ice cream what. Their waffles are very satisfying. Almost wanted to lick the plate.
Was quite pissed off with myself today. was fucking disappointed with myself but meeting Apple for dinner erased most of it.
Thank you Apple!
Thank you Charlene!!
Another one of my brainless post. =D
posted at [10:45 PM]
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Fuck No. 1 :
You're supposed to go running!
Fuck No. 2:
All those nuts!
Fuck No. 3:
Hello, hello! Back to Earth, baby?
Fuck No. 4:
All those beer.
Fuck No. 5:
The endless nights
Fuck No. 6:
-pistachios
-"ciggies"
Fuck No. 7:
Screwing up at my work place
Fuck No. 8:
Bottoms up!
posted at [9:46 PM]
Friday, July 14, 2006
She led a clean life.
She was contented and didn't need anything else.
Something was offered to her.
She just dabbled in it for fun.
Then she got hooked.
But it was a manageable kind of hook.
She wasn't addicted and so
She continued with it.
It gave her much fun and joy.
It made her feel silly at times
But it was a kind of giggly high feeling
that was of no harm.
Sure, at times she got into trouble
But it was not of a problem to her
Because her world was finally
Sunny and bright,
Filled with pretty flowers and colours.
One day there was no more.
And she went on with life,
thinking it will be fine.
But then it started to hurt.
Desolation was the word.
And she couldn't believe the
withdrawal symptoms.
Then she crawled into her bed,
with eyes tightly shut.
And it was the same kind of dark.
Psst, i think she wants back her drug.
posted at [7:36 PM]
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
"Are you excited about school?" asked the ADULT who peered down to look at Swee.
The ADULT held a steady gaze on her, willing her to go on and get all diddly doodly happy about the impending school terms so that he could smile at her eager anticipation.
However, what the ADULT didn't know (not surprising, since they don't know anything in the first place) was that he was talking to a young lady who felt neutral towards most things, unless talk included "Nirvana", "Muse", "Dino", food, running.
Resenting the nice goodwill of the question silently, she said, "Ok la."
You couldn't really blame her. ADULTS like to ask questions which they don't really care about. For example in Swee's case, the guy wanted to know if she's excited. But whether she said "yes" or "no", it wouldn't have made a difference in his life.
Ah! Epiphany! Maybe that's why I don't like to ask small stupid polite questions.
*politically correct smile* :)
posted at [8:22 AM]
Thursday, July 06, 2006
HEEELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO rainy Thursday morning!!
Firstly the weather of June had been pouring like nuts. Then it decided to pout and keep all the liquids to itself. And tadah! As of yesterday, it was like a fucking sauna.
How do I know that?
Because I am fucking HOT. (No, i don't deserve the pun. so go away)
I hate it when i have to wake up to daylight and then start perspiring. AT HOME! its crazy. And my home is supposed to be windy. But anyway, its raining now. more like drizzling. BUT then... its not really that good bcos i dun feel the coolness of the whole thing yet (you idiot, turn off the air con) and also, i think it makes the start of my day gloomy. It's days like these that you dont' walk straight, slouch into your sofa until your form becomes the same and then when you think of walking out of the house, your toes feel wet suddenly. Tsk. Not good.
Now, if i have a car, i can get my ass off this chair and then drive myself out to Dino. and i won't be dead bcos on the way there, i will turn on the volume for those great rock songs and everything will be alright. and i can eat my fucking pao.
They don't sell good pao ard my area. unless you count Crystal Jade, but seriously, its too cheap and its not good enough (who am i kiddin. haha. it's just not opened at this rainy hour).
I want a pao!! I want a pao! I want a pao!!
Never mind. meanwhile, since there's no pao at home, i shall eat nth. I have no mood for any other thing.
It sounds like this you know....
Gimme a P! (P!)
Gimme an A! (A!)
Gimme an O! (O!)
What do you NOT get?
PAO!
posted at [9:51 AM]
Monday, July 03, 2006
You know, when i say "Muse" is a fucking great band, i really damn fucking mean it. hehe! anyway, their new album is out. "Black Holes And Other Revelations". Don't you hate Singapore for being so slow? For liking Simple Plan instead of genius bands like "Muse"? They're so damn mind blowing you dunno what to say after each song. (Usually you will say "WOW!!!!") No, Im fucking serious. This is good music.
Dear Muse,
Please come to Singapore and perform an out of the world concert! Please!! Come so that i can buy the most outrageously expensive first row seat to worship you.
Love,
YOUR SUPERMASSIVE FAN
Anyway, this is their NEW single. Its called "Super Massive Black Hole".
Its on repeat mode right now and my brother just came in to ask "You don't get sick of that song?!"
Haha! What a silly qns.
Look! Look at the review for the single. hehe
Muse - 'Supermassive Black Hole' (Saturday June 24, 2006 11:34 AM )
Released on 19/06/06 Label: Warners
Muse really are quite ridiculous. Clearly, this is not an issue that bothers them. If anything, judging by the band's forthcoming space-opera magnum opus "Black Holes And Other Revelations", Astronaut Bellamy and his three fellow galactic adventurers positively embrace such sonic lunacy. Recently delivered to your Yahoo! Music operative as a pair of headphones, with the album contained in the cans - wow indeed - the record is one of the most exhausting experiences you're likely to have whilst sat bedazzled and sweating at a computer screen in this or any other century."Supermassive Black Hole" is the first dispatch from outer Muse and sounds as much like a Britney Spears track as it does an art-rock band attempting to infuse some twisted tech-funk into their sound. As powerful, inventive and absurd as anything they have yet released in an increasingly impressive career, you'll be pleased to know this is a fine example of the earth-quaking delights about to hit with "Black Holes And Other Revelations". Given enough time, patience and live brain cells, it may well prove to be one of your albums of 2006.
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=)
(no, Nirvana is still No.1. But its just that Kurt Cobain is dead. So please excuse me for a while. hehe)
posted at [11:02 PM]
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Have you ever felt, in your life, that someone you cherish a lot is drifting away? It's almost as if that person is on a raft made of tree logs, and the water currents are bringing your cherished one further and further from you.
Sometimes, we stand on shore, watching them disappear into the horizon. We watch, with a tinge of sadness and a feeling of why-must-it-end-like-this sinking heavily into us. But we don't do anything. We just watch. and sometimes, after a while, we feel like killing ourselves for doing that, but it is too late. and so we sigh... and then we get on with life, occasionally or once in a blue moon thinking about that special someone that has left.
However, we have the other scenerio, whereby the raft is getting away, and we try to pull it back, to bring it closer to us, once again. We get all sweaty, dirty and wet to bring it all back, pride notwithstanding. We might even use words like "You mean a lot to me", "I miss you", "I'm sorry" but its a risk. Because what we pull back may be just a stone, something cold and lifeless. But to even want to put ourselves through that risk, shows how much that person mean to us.
At the very least, we've tried.
posted at [8:45 PM]