Friday, July 29, 2005
don't talk to me abt luck.
i don't believe in that bullshit 4 letter word.
so what's luck?
dictionary.com defines it as "the chance happening of fortunate or adverse events"
oh whoopie. even the word "chance happening" is fucked up.
that is why i nv believe in telling someone "Good luck" before a test/ competition. what u mean by luck? u either win or u lose. and whether u win or lose is BECOS of what u do in the competition, of how good u or the other person is. not becos *smiles sweetly* "luck was on ur side"
and whether u do well enough for a test is based on whether u've studied and revised hard enough. and tt includes attempting the tys and essays. dun just think reading the notes and u'll be invincible. the arrogance of people. tsk tsk. of cos im guilty of it too. so yeah... celebrations anyone? more red wine?
and dear friends.
please dun think u're not good enough anymore. it's perfectly ok to think and love urself more. if u dun love urself who will? it's the most basic of every single thing tt we need to do. "self love" but of cos not too much. then u'll become a fucking self centred bitch.
i think we need to live life with no apologies. stop apologising to people who dont matter. so what if u say sth tt ppl dun agree on? it's ur thought and since we have a mouth and we can talk why not just use it and voice it out? just dun be over bearingly rude. be frank. even if it hurts, it's probably the best thing to do. truth hurts and praises. it can bring u up and it can bring u down. either case, it's always good to self reflect. and i dun think by self reflect aka allocating time to urself and how to improve urself or reflecting on what a jerk u've been is being snobbish/ selfish.
wanna know what happens if u dun self reflect or give more time to urself?
feel guilty of being a snob/selfish -->Not self reflecting on ur own action --> Becomes fucked up --> Case Study: Osama Bin Laden n his harm to the world
In conclusion, pls stop thinking tt u're not worth it. tt u're not good. tt u're being selfish to think of urself. self love, self worth will lead to being happier. and being happier, the world will be nicer and u'll love again.
also, like i've said before. dun compare urself to others. yes some friendly competition is good to push u along. but don't do it 24/7. we just have to be the best tt we can be. give everything ur all. i mean so what if u compare urself to some other smart ass but u dun put in any effort? ultimately u will just fail. put in ur best, study hard, give it ur all and have no regrets. who knows u'll be better than the smart ass? =) it's possible. look beyond competing and comparing, dear friends.
i love all of you. stress is inevitable. we dun need unnecessary ones. we will help each other.
Believe.
posted at [12:54 AM]
Sunday, July 10, 2005
hello
welcome to the world
whereby dog eat dog.
where everything everybody does
is for their own benefit.
oh yes, we are all unhappy ppl.
what the hell are we doing we ask.
here we have ppl going around searching for the true meaning in life.
yet never quite finding it.
because they are unable to see beyond themselves.
because everything is only in their own scope of vision.
narrow and binding.
and the outside is misty and foggy and they don't care
adding on our possession to another possession;
piling it sky rocket high.
are we happy with it?
what are we doing?
trying to purchase enough white elephants to buy happiness?
*scoffs
oh wait. let me get a zoo for u.
follow ur heart. earning so much money so tt u can buy ur nv ending list of materialistic shit is not the right way.
(this is highly inspired by Muse - "Citizen Erased")
posted at [12:47 PM]
Sunday, July 03, 2005
A - Andrea: Funky-licious, smart, oh so sweet
B - Bear aka Jason: Hearty laughter, dedicated bf, good in all subjects!
C - Clement: romantic at heart, THE thinker, muses abt life constantly.
D - Dance Queen: Char Tan; fun, fun, fun! expect the unexpected with her ard! =)
E - Econs: Fiscal policy, MP, i/r. We've got it all thanks to le chin!
F - Faye: the TALL, pretty one, hardworking, volleyball pro.
G - Gracie Grace: Amazing Grace how sweet her sound.haha. cute, adorable and fun to be with!
H - Helpful Arwinder: poised, diligent, gentle n a simply delightful friend!
I - Queen Idza: oohh.. the perfectionist, the class rep of the insanely insane 04A3!! =)
J - Trombone boy: Jeremy!! Good with $ n is so musically talented. pope in the making!
K - Keng Ee: great butt wriggler. haha! council is his life. worships metallica, dance well!
L - Lim Lee Lian: always reliable, certified food expert, insightful. cool-ly childish. =P
M - Meenatchi: Gold Indian Dancer, always ready with a smile!! keep it on girl!
N - Nicholas: Hee hee hee. Fellow iPod-er. Club king, ah beng, techno boy, smooth n slick
O - "O-ways" There: Arthur Kok, lives by papaya/ watermelon juices in the morn. our great CT!
P - PE boy: Tim Ng; bball, javelin, running, eating indian store fried chicken n prata. ripcurl too!
Q - Charlene Quek: student by day, indian prata woman by night. she rocks! ooh.. 23 baby.
R - Roxy Girl: Denise; short skirt, beach volley babe. my saliva is flowing!
S - Swee Ling: Swee long. ling a long. beware. be very afraid... muahahaha.
T - Teh si! :Mich. always caring, helpful n ALWAYS in sch on time! talented pianist!
U - Utopia: Where everything is perfect. help.
V - Vegetarian: Well, semi. Irresitable. AK's pet =P. very very smart is Maryanne! =) =)
W - Pui Mun: Hot chick, wise, mature and writes beautiful poetry!
X - eXtraordinary: yes, tt's what 04A3 is! against all odds, we can do it
Y - Youthful: We are a crazy bunch of fun loving ppl at heart. =P
Z - Ziheng: Tennis boy, has a habit of swinging and shaking. very nice to talk to!
04A3 rocks. really. =)
posted at [3:17 PM]