Sunday, September 25, 2005
hmmm i kinda agree u know. tt if u know someone loves u, u tend to be not so nice towards tt person. example just take a look at how u treat ur family members. u sulk, u reply to them rudely, u snap at them. (u dun do tt to ur friuends do u?)
u do tt to ur family becos u know tt no matter what they will still love u. and the love is still there. becos they dun ask for anything much in return. (or maybe they do...maybe just to be a bit nicer to them?)
so if im treating u badly, dun love me tt much then. dun be so nice to me.
i appreciate the loving, but i know i dun deserve tt much of it too. i've never asked for much to begin with.
and if u wanna give love, pls give it unconditionally. not everybody will return the same type and amount of loving. be selfless, but at the same time, dun ask (for much).
ok?
posted at [4:02 PM]
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Well today is one day before thursday. not tt thursday is particularly special but well... there's the physical geog and econs mcq n drq n case study tmr. yeah. all in a day's work i know. ha.
so being super unproductive at home. as in like TP=0, AP=0, MC=0, TC=0 (no there's no fixed cost and variable cost in studying), i decided to go to sch and study in the library!
the sch library is a good place. no im not being sarcastic here. i mean there's the air con. and the nice furniture. and u know what's the best part? ALL the guide books there. let me tell u man, IF u read ALL the guide books there, ur P > ATC and u will be making supernormal profits. i think it's good u know. i mean in the looooooong run, u will still be earning supernormal profits. of cos, u'll need to increase ur productivity and efficiency if u wanna gain all the producer AND consumer surplus too. Yes. Supply-side policy. move ur bloody AS curve. Well u can increase ur AD too. Increase in Investment in tuition. but then again this is the short run we are talking abt man. like 44 days?! and there u go. u have ur fixed factor there. U know i wun mind having an inflation. at least my brain will be spilling with facts.
ok im going to sound like an ah ma now. narrating my grandmother story of what i did today. i ate fish and chips at the "JJ market" coffee shop. yes the one nearest to the road. so the singapore food gourmet here has lobang for u! come on! this will increase ur standard of living! (becos u will be eating better food)
1) the western food is good. i recommend the fish n chips. i think it's almost Swensens' standard. but then again i haven ate the Swensens one for a long time. and u know what's good at Swensens? it's... oh wait. tt's another story. and although the auntie there can have PMS sometimes, smiling at her very sweetly and acting guai will earn u one more big slice of delicious fish and one more scoop of coleslaw! Drink: chinese tea helps aft the meal. wash away the oil in ur tummy. of cos, eating with ur good friend will make the food more delicious. yum. [4.5/5 licked fingers]
2) POPIAH. the lady at the stall is very cute. she's sweet. she looks young. Fresh, soft and delicious are words (not to describe her) to describe the popiah. ai yah i tell u. the only place which has a nicer popiah than hers is at Newton Circus. but the service at Newton suck. The ppl there are quite proud. good la. got some stupid cert on ur stall big shot la. but yeah. it's 4.8/5 licked fingers at Newton. why no full marks? cos i believe one mountain still got another mountain higher. which in English means, i believe there's EVEN better ones out there. but these two are good enough. ask for more peanuts in ur popiah from this lady. i tell u hor, she tie her hair very cute. hahahaha. and her apron. hahaha. =) anyway, it's selling at one popiah for one dollar. so cheap la. Drink: PLAIN WATER. IT'S HEALTHY. DON'T ASK. [4.7/5 licked fingers]
so after lunch i went back to sch and study. the end.
and my arms ache. u know near the elbow there? i suspect it's a condition called "u-rest-ur-arms-on-the-table-for-too-many-hours-stupid".
and her future seems ominous. hours of writing are set out before her tmr. she lifted her head up to the full moon and sigh.
posted at [12:08 PM]
Sunday, September 18, 2005
posted at [12:37 PM]
Saturday, September 17, 2005
today on the journey to sch to collect the set of notes ms yap has kindly compiled for us, the smell of Rotiboy stubbornly stuck in our nostrils. it's those kind of smell tt's IN YOUR NOSE and me and char couldnt get more annoyed with it. maybe TIBS should come up with a new set of Do Nots.
1) No Durians
2) No Smoking
3) No Eating/ Drinking (but i dun really practise this myself)
4) No Rotiboy!
5) Or anything tt has a strong smell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah. then being the innovative nation Singapore is, they probably will come up with the brand new smell detector which can detect anything from smelly tofu to your own smelly underwear.
oh yeah. buses are getting diriter nowadays. it's quite dangerous to place ur head against the glass windows actually. not because the window will fall off but sometimes the surface is more smooth than u think and u nv know what stuff went there before ur head did (evil grin. HEHE).
Also, i found out one thing. When u ppl go out, esp if u go into sch, better be careful. you never know when someone is watching u and reporting u to someone else. so Big Brother-ish. yeah it's true, it's true. Utopian writers like Orwell write stories like 1984 to show us the world we live in. and congrats George, ur words do hold so much truth. now why isnt 1984 our primary text? what a shame.
posted at [12:06 AM]
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
oh u know how it is like.... u get off at the mrt station... u walk down the stairs in anticipation... u come out of the gates... u turn to ur left.. and (hold ur breath!) IT'S NOT THERE!
you continue to walk thru the shopping centre.. praying tt it will be at the covered walk way. u dun give up hope even though u've only seen it there like once in the 5 years u've lived there. you jay walk across the road.
No.. it's not there. =(
you long for it's soft, colourful texture... its sweet, overwhelming nature tt will elevate u. and the pain tt runs in ur body because it has been evading you for almost 3 weeks!
will the hurt nv end?
oh ice cream man... wherefore art thou???
please redeem the girl from her sorrow.
(saliva drips....)
posted at [7:14 AM]
Sunday, September 11, 2005
ok, i think tt title explains everything! very good! it's working!!! yeah!!!! haha.
oh well. the prelims is starting on Monday. have been thinking a lot recently. i've been getting no joy in doing this A Levels thing. I mean yeah i get the fucking cert and then i get to a fucking uni (if i can get into one) and then i reach a dead end. i have no idea what to do. and i realise.... a lot of jobs/ courses only promote more "i-want-more-cash" or "cash-is-like-oxygen" mentality. like banking? yeah u want more money to buy all those branded goods. law? yeah yeah, the pay is good too. and u need expensive suits to wear to court. and yeah, the more expensive the cars the better. mass comm? appearance, dolling up and facials, plastic surgery is everything.
*pulls hair out* what is this?!?! i know mass consumption and buying on impulse is good for the economy. but what is it doing to us humans? seriously i like the rise in oil prices. hopefully ppl will travel less with their vehicles and in the end buy less cars. u know why? cos ppl are getting F-A-T. and unhealthy. where's all the walking? people seem to have done away with walking recently. wanna go to the nearby coffeeshop? let's drive there. the lifestyle we are leading is horrible.
do you know, zillions of years ago (ok tt's an exaggeration but whatever) those humans of tt time dun even need to plan time to exercise. heck they are exercising just by doing their daily work. last time our parents get to cycle to sch. tt's healthy lifestyle. tt's working ur body. it's estimated tt people in the past used to walk at least 12,000 steps a day. now? we fat slobs are only walking less than 5000 steps. and we have to be like some machine to drag our ass to the stadium and run 5 km. what was once natural, has become sth we have to constantly tell ourselves tt it's gd for us so tt we'll do it.
oh you know. i really love the world.
God bless us? *scoff. dun make me laugh.
posted at [6:12 PM]