"M-i-s-s"
What does "miss" mean? What does it constitutes when you say "I miss you"?
What kind of feeling does it evoke? What kind of ache do you feel?
"Miss" means,
1) To feel the lack or loss of
2) To discover the lack or absence of
I'd say I think the 2nd explanation is better for me now. Cos "discover" is like sth you don't expect yourself to find.
And I didn't expect myself to feel this way now.
Missing someone is tiring. I am getting sick of missing people. Hey if you miss someone so much, we should just meet up. But its never as simple as that. I miss you everyday and night and you're in my head everytime I'm not doing something. But I am ultimately powerless to do anything.
Even as we try to sms each other about how much we miss each other, its not gonna do anything to help. I guess that's why the sms-es are getting lesser now. Because we have realised that its not useful at all. Even right now, you're still in my head. I wonder what you are doing. But there's no point in knowing what you are doing because you're not here next to me.
"Do you miss me?
Like I miss you?
If you miss me
Never go away
Hopefully you'll come to stay someday
.
If you're leaving,
Come back soon
That's not easy to say
.
I will wait here,
Dream of you
All alone as I ache."
.
- Foo Fighter's "How I Miss You"
Feelings... They can be overwhelming sometimes don't you think?
posted at [3:13 PM]
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