Saturday, August 05, 2006
So damn, damn tired.
So damn, damn old.
So damn, damn thirsty.
So damn, damn hungry.
So damn, damn empty.
Damn fucking dislike crowded places.
Damn fucking dislike people who hog the whole walking pavement.
Damn stupid idiots who talk so fucking loud on trains.
Damn stupid shit heads who talk so freaking loudly on their handphones.
Damn bloody kids who make so much noise on the train and parents don't fucking care. (pardon me if i kick them to discipline them for u)
Damn fucking uncle who should have let the auntie sit down instead.
Crowds during the weekends = headaches/ pissed off mood
O week has started. No, its not damn fucking O week has started. just O Week has started. The leaders there are quite nice. friendly and all. but i get fucking disturbed. by how, at their age, they are still acting like pri/ sec sch kids and treating us, at our age, like babies. fuck. we're adults (soon for the girls), cant we have a nice camp without resorting to screaming senselessly and playing no brainer games?
i sit there and look at them and wonder how is it possible to admire them and to think that they are cool in the future. acting stupid is fun for a while. but it doesnt have to be like for 6 days right?
sigh. i think i am getting old, tired, lethargic, heavy and weary inside me. forgive me, but i am no longer that light hearted child that skipped down the streets anymore. I dont see the need to go back to being that child. I prefer feeling older. though feeling older always involves feeling tired, shitty and brain dead. at least i'll be less ignorant and naive.
i am tired of senseless screaming.
oh yes i forgot to add, i also strongly dislike people who don't know when to let go and insistently keep on checking on my life. fuck. u have no fucking right. just go away. I count that as intruding on my privacy. fuck off already.
posted at [11:39 PM]
fi-ne
