ok, tag board is a bit screwed. what the hell, its not even there. but nvm.
So today was another day at watten. woah. long time since the beginning. when me n char first went for interview. haha. i still rmbed everything. from where we sat and how Mrs Tan sat us down to explain the works.
So today boss started to give me one of his life talks even before he left for his makan and such. Today he touched on how we should always dream big. dream far. at least when u fall, u wun be still stuck in the same old shit. well i guess that made a lot of sense. and he kept on saying, ok, i should not make u think too much. very tempted to roll eyes at him, but i love my boss too much to do tt. Mr and Mrs Tan are 2 great ppl. He also talked abt how everything happens for a reason. (ok i know tt) and sometimes, you cant blame ppl for the way they act. like how rock stars take drugs, or even soccer stars. bcos they cant cope with the sudden pressure. he talked abt responsiblity too. and how ppl like to employ ppl who have commitments. bcos they wont anyhow change jobs. bcos behind them, they have a family to feed, their car loans to pay, their housing loans, their credit card bills, their insurance, their children's education. sudden it made me feel like not owning anything at all.
business was weird today. it all came aft we packed up. but we were happy to serve them. hey its business aft all. and the car park system thing is fucked. mr tan was complaining abt how ppl can be so selfish. couldnt agree more.
anyway, also realised tt i like old things a lot. guess its in me. old ah ma stuff. old vintage cars. im crazy. i wanna get those old lau pok cars. and them polish them and make them sparkle like brand new. so what u own a brand new fucking modern car. go chase aft the nv ending new models. i will be happy with an old baby with a history behind it. hey. maybe i'll paint it red. and call it "Betty" or sth. It's either old cars, or scrambler now. after Nizal showed me "Snow White", i've fallen in love with the gorgeous dirt bike. I wanna learn bike. maybe aft uni starts. well. my parents will kill me. but sometimes they dun have to know every other stuff aft me. but what the heck. there's always the diary for them to chance upon. hur hur.
charlene was telling me we're gonna have a class dinner this friday. hopefully? its been a long time. maybe for me esp. haven seen my dear JC friends since forever. the laughter, the NOISE, the endless chattering. hey, its 04A3. we're a hopeless bunch together, but it got us far.
and pls, dun abuse the words "I Miss You" any longer. when you have no intention to set a freaking date with the person u said it to, it doesnt mean a damn thing.
posted at [11:45 PM]
fi-ne
