it's getting to us all
don't talk to me abt luck.
i don't believe in that bullshit 4 letter word.
so what's luck?
dictionary.com defines it as "the chance happening of fortunate or adverse events"
oh whoopie. even the word "chance happening" is fucked up.
that is why i nv believe in telling someone "Good luck" before a test/ competition. what u mean by luck? u either win or u lose. and whether u win or lose is BECOS of what u do in the competition, of how good u or the other person is. not becos *smiles sweetly* "luck was on ur side"
and whether u do well enough for a test is based on whether u've studied and revised hard enough. and tt includes attempting the tys and essays. dun just think reading the notes and u'll be invincible. the arrogance of people. tsk tsk. of cos im guilty of it too. so yeah... celebrations anyone? more red wine?
and dear friends.
please dun think u're not good enough anymore. it's perfectly ok to think and love urself more. if u dun love urself who will? it's the most basic of every single thing tt we need to do. "self love" but of cos not too much. then u'll become a fucking self centred bitch.
i think we need to live life with no apologies. stop apologising to people who dont matter. so what if u say sth tt ppl dun agree on? it's ur thought and since we have a mouth and we can talk why not just use it and voice it out? just dun be over bearingly rude. be frank. even if it hurts, it's probably the best thing to do. truth hurts and praises. it can bring u up and it can bring u down. either case, it's always good to self reflect. and i dun think by self reflect aka allocating time to urself and how to improve urself or reflecting on what a jerk u've been is being snobbish/ selfish.
wanna know what happens if u dun self reflect or give more time to urself?
feel guilty of being a snob/selfish -->Not self reflecting on ur own action --> Becomes fucked up --> Case Study: Osama Bin Laden n his harm to the world
In conclusion, pls stop thinking tt u're not worth it. tt u're not good. tt u're being selfish to think of urself. self love, self worth will lead to being happier. and being happier, the world will be nicer and u'll love again.
also, like i've said before. dun compare urself to others. yes some friendly competition is good to push u along. but don't do it 24/7. we just have to be the best tt we can be. give everything ur all. i mean so what if u compare urself to some other smart ass but u dun put in any effort? ultimately u will just fail. put in ur best, study hard, give it ur all and have no regrets. who knows u'll be better than the smart ass? =) it's possible. look beyond competing and comparing, dear friends.
i love all of you. stress is inevitable. we dun need unnecessary ones. we will help each other.
Believe.
posted at [12:54 AM]
fi-ne
